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JeNNiFeR"I don't know what I want, so don't ask me.. cause' I'm still trying to figure it out.."
June 18 I guess I'll try this again...Well, I guess it is safe to say this weekend was somewhat of an adventure. Other than some Friday night lights, my weekend was spent under the the roof of Ruby Tuesday. However, I was able to manage a little fun... I went out Friday night with three of my best friends from high school; Tara, Jessica, & Rachel. Jessica lives in Rockville now but comes back home frequently to see her parents & finds a little time to go out with some of her old pals. We went out to the Crow Bar in Cumberland, which is one of the few choices of bars we have around here... Anyway, I consumed a lot more alcohol than I planned and I paid for it the rest of the weekend. A group of us went to Denny's to get some early morning food afterwards but got side-tracked to the emergency room. Tara ended up getting extremely sick so we took her there. It ends up that something may have been "slipped" in her drink at the bar. That's typical dirty Cumberland for you. Shes ok now, Thank God. As for the rest of the weekend, I worked. That's all I did... work, work, work. However, I made enough money to get a new bed, dresser, & paint, to re-do my bedroom! Since I had to move back home with my parents after I graduated from college... I need a room update so I decided to put my hard earned money to good use. The good part about being a waitress is the instant gratification... so I have the cash in hand to get what I want! A downfall of the whole waitressing thing is some of the people you run into that you necessarily don't want to see. Today a few fastpitch softball players came to eat because every year there is a tournament at the ballfields in Cresaptown (I played in it for about eight years of my life). So, I was reminded of how much I really miss playing softball, which can be a little depressing at times. SO... moving one... After working a double shift on Saturday & Sunday, I'm drained & my feet hurt. I'm off to bed so I can get the room re-modeling started tomorrow. I have the next two days off! :) June 14 I haven't done this in a very long time...Well... I haven't done this in a very long time. I guess I've been to busy having a so called "life." Well in reference to my last blogs which were lover a year ago, my life is completely different... To start, I am older and maybe, just maybe, a little bit wiser. I am a college graduate as of May 2007 from Frostburg State University with a bachelor's degree is Psychology. For now, I am waiting tables at Ruby Tuesday until I find out what I really want to do with my life. So much has changed since I've last been on here so it's hard to even pick where to start... My boyfriend is Christopher, for almost 19 months now. We met my junior year of college through some mutual friends...and ever since been inseperable. He's my best friend. He is originally from Southern MD (3 hours away from me) so during Winter break & the Summer time we do the long distance relationship thing... which has worked for this long. I guess thats why I am one here... because I have free time with not a whole lot to do. I haven't seen Christopher since my graduation which was 3 weeks ago... it sucks. Also, my softball career has come to an end. I finished my senior season with with a 'bang'... I broke just about every single season and career pitching record at FSU and got awarded Female Athlete of the Year for 2005-2006... which was a pretty great accomplishment. I worked real hard my senior season so it all paid off for me. Last Summer I lived in Ocean City, MD with my best friend Trish (who I played softball with in college). Last Summer was the time of my life... there are no real words to describe it.
All-in-all my life has completely changed. Referring to old blogs, I'm longer with Jackie and Amy (who once was my best friend)... we no longer even speak. The whole Amy thing, I don't choose to have people in my life like that anymore... I'm not even going to go into it.
So now... I have an amazing group of friends; some old, some new. One of my best freinds since 6th grade, Tara is getting married in July and I am a bridesmaid in her wedding. So the whole wedding process gives me a little something to do this Summer when I'm not working. My best friend Trish (from college) moved to St. Mary's County to teach kindergarten so I don't get to see her so much, which sucks. Shes just like me in so many ways... that why we're so close. It's so hard going from getting to see her everyday for like 2 years to seeing each other a few times a month. My last year at Frostburg, I moved out of my parents house to live in an off campus house to experience the whole "college life" thing. I lived with 3 of my softball teammates, Trish, Lori, & Dabber. It was fun, but I don't think I would want to live with three girls again. Since graduation, I am back living at home now with the parents... so my bedroom is still unorganized and I need to get everything back in its place. It's a process. This Summer so far has been good... but a little boring. I guess it's hard to compare to last Summer, life at the beach. Man, I miss that so much.... so many stories, and memories!
I'm going to try to do the whole blog thing a little more often. I stopped because I started writing in a journal instead of the online thing ...but I think the online thing might be a little easier... so this all for now. A little life update. "I don't know what I want, so don't ask me... cause' I'm still trying to figure it out.." September 12 sign this!PLEASE SIGN THE PETITION THROUGH THE FOLLOWING LINK TO GET SOFTBALL BACK INTO THE 2012 OLYMPICS..... it's worth a try!
August 15 ...oh what a night!This past weekend was interesting. Saturday night I went out with Jackie. We went to the Big Claw first then I got a phone call from one of my favorites from the softball team. Trish called me & said her & Krystal (another favorite) were in Cresaptown. This was a fabulous surprise! I haven't seen them all summer so I was really excited! They stopped at Big Claw & had a drink there with Jackie & I before we all left to go to Shooter's. Me, Jackie, Trish, & Krystal went there for the rest of the night. Some band was there so Shooter's was actually crowded (which doesn't happen too much). I ended up getting very drunk... more drunk than I have ever been in my entire life. I don't remember a whole lot after Krystal bought me the "3 wisemen" shot. It was all down hill from there. Jackie took me back to his house & took care of me... I love him! I got really sick once we got back to his house, & all I remember is waking up on the couch. I almost forgot how much I really have missed those softball bitches. Leave it to Trish & Krystal to get me that messed up. ;) I can't wait for all the other favorites to get back to Frostburg (less than 2 weeks now). There are going to be many fun times this year!
Anyway.. on Sunday I had to work 3:45-10:00PM. This was the longest day of work ever. I felt like complete shit the whole time. It's Monday now & I'm still trying to recover from Saturday night. It will be a while before I drink liquor again.
I didn't get out of bed today until around 1:00PM. My best friend Amy is back from NC. She got back late Sunday evening. I haven't seen her in a week so we went shopping for a little while today. We both have a serious shopping problem.
I'm off here to go watch Laguna Beach... I love it! :) August 13 summer online class is OVER!My summer online Math (Probability & Statistics) class is finally over! I got a 75% in the class which is acceptable to me. It was the hardest class I have ever taken... & it kinda made it harder doing it online with no real teacher help. I feel like a ton of bricks has been lifted off me... now I don't have to worry about getting any homework done by a certain date! I've been awake since 7:30 AM this morning so I could check on my online class because it was completely over at 8:00AM this morning.
Life has been going pretty great for me. Last night I went to Jackie's & we ordered carry-out dinner from Texas Grill House. Afterthat, I finished up the last of my homework then we relaxed together. Jackie & I have been getting along really well, & I feel like it gets better everyday... I love him more now than ever! The plans of going to the lake for the weekend folded. We ended up not going but I still don't have to work tonight! My best friend Amy gets back from the beach tomorrow. She has been in NC for the past week with people she doesn't really know (besides Brent), so I'm sure there will be some interesting stories from that.
Anyway... I just got back from running not too long ago. I haven't really ran in a while so I thought I was going to die (over exagerating). We have our first softball meeting for FSU on August 31st, & then try-outs start September 4th so I need to be ready for that.
As for the rest of the day, I plan on going to clean up my room some then heading out to the pool for a while. It's really nice out today so I don't want to waste it! ;) I almost feel like I should be doing homework or something because that's what I've been so used to this past month when everyone else was out in the pool. August 10 this week is about to get better...I've been sitting here in front of the computer for what seems to be forever, & I hate it! I have had entirely too much homework to do in the past 4 days... & it really is starting to arrgivate me, a lot! I still have so much more to do by the 12th that I have no idea how I will have enough time to finish it all. On top of that, it's so damn hard & that's why it takes me so long.
Jackie finally comes home this evening. He's been gone for three days but it seems like a lot longer to me. I can't wait to see him & finally fall asleep next to him tonight!.. I've been looking forward to it all day.
My best friend Amy left last Sunday to go to North Carolina. She went with Brent & some of his friends. I've talked to her at least once a day since she has been there. She told me today that she is ready to come home.. just because it's weird being there with Brent (who she is not dating or anything) & all of his friends (which she had never met before this). I get to go to the beach in September. We are finally going on a family vacation, which we haven't done in like five years because my sister & I usually play fastpitch tournament ball. We are going to Myrtle Beach, SC. I love it there so much.. it's one of my favorite places! Also, Jackie is supposed to go with me & I can't wait for that!
I got my pictures back today from my Birthday. They turned out great & I love them (^ I put them in my photo album ^). I'm off to the shower to get ready for my lover to get home! August 08 another Fun summer weekend!I slept in really late today & it was very much needed! This past weekend I went to the Eastern Shore, Chestertown with Jackie. It's where he lived & grew up before he moved to the wonderful Western Maryland (sarcasm). This was my second time going there with him. We went this weekend so he could get crabs to bring back here to everyone. On the way there Jackie's truck broke. One of the tires came off & the axle broke (I think this is right..). So, he got his best friend's parents truck to bring the crabs back here & so we could come home. It wasn't the most exciting trip because of the whole truck thing but I love going there with Jackie so it was fun for me anyway. Once we got back home, Jackie fixed the crabs (I had no idea they were alive this whole time) & we went to Shooter's so he could take them to all the people who wanted them. Afterthat, we went to the Big Claw (another local bar). I ended up getting a little more drunk than I anticipated (this played a huge role on why I slept in as long as I did today). Jackie had to leave today to go back to fix his truck & so he could bring it back home. I wanted to go with him but obviously I didn't. It's amazing how much you miss someone so fast. He doesn't know if he'll be back Monday or Tuesday so this could be bad. I have stayed at Jackie's house every night for the past year & it's so hard to sleep alone now. I most likely won't be able to fall asleep (that's why I'm still up now). I'll probably go to his house and sleep because I love his bed & that's what I'm used to. Anyway, I got my schedule tonight for work (Texas Grill House) & I only work 2 days. It is a very good thing this week because my summer online class finally ends on the 12th. There is a overwhelming amount of work to do in this last week so I will be camping out on the computer chair a lot. Also, Jackie asked me to go to the lake next weekend & I can't wait for that! Some of his family will be there & they have a house on the lake so it should be a lot of fun.
I'm off to do more homework before I pass out for the night! |
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